crossroads

sometimes life has you on the knees... too tired to get up again, to start walking. you are left wishing that the earth would just swallow you up into its womb so you never have to stand up again. so you could just sleep there forever, for eternity...

i sat there on the bench watching the sun set into the horizon. the diminishing light, brilliant in flaming orange, setting the forest ablaze in golden hue... as the sun went down, the colors only exploded more violently into the sky... before it turned into a beautiful purple, a hazy mauve.... to be engulfed into darkness...

can i shine as magical when my day's done? when i am going down into the night, can i burn my brightest?

i am on my knees now. i have no urge or desire to stand up and walk again. i wish i am engulfed into the folds of this earth to never have to see another day again.

i wish i didnt wish to fade away anymore..